Wednesday, September 05, 2007
wooops! sorry for being wayyyyyy EMOTIONAL yesterday.
i lost someone i DAMN love. ohhhh yes, did cried of coz, like duhh rite? but like only a few minutes.
okehh. iirah's right. why cry like madd for him? there's like many better guys out there. yeaaaa iirah. you gotta point there. but you know lurh, i'm STUBBORN. so, whatever fuck it is, i still prefer what i choose.
loyalty to myself. yeaaaa hanna. 'RIGHT'! loyalty. geeee!
but it's okehh. been awake yesterday night. telling you the truth, i felt like yesterday's the end of my life you know. like dunia nak QIAMAT taooo! seriously.
then i told myself, "it's okehh. your life still young. you can still change your negative to positive." mcm phm gitu eh. huakakaa!
and i tell you. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, THE FIRST FUCKING TIME IN MY LIFE, i told myself that being single is better than being in a relationship. i've no idea why i think that way, but heyy, i'm trying to be on the other side you see. trying to like 'enjoy' life being single or whatever shitt it is.
WHOEVER IS READING!!
if you realise me changing to whatever attitude i'm changing into, please... MIND ME.
i've no idea why i'm changing.
pleasee... understandd my situation right now.
STRESS MODE lurh!((x
sorry & thankyouu.
i lost someone i DAMN love. ohhhh yes, did cried of coz, like duhh rite? but like only a few minutes.
okehh. iirah's right. why cry like madd for him? there's like many better guys out there. yeaaaa iirah. you gotta point there. but you know lurh, i'm STUBBORN. so, whatever fuck it is, i still prefer what i choose.
loyalty to myself. yeaaaa hanna. 'RIGHT'! loyalty. geeee!
but it's okehh. been awake yesterday night. telling you the truth, i felt like yesterday's the end of my life you know. like dunia nak QIAMAT taooo! seriously.
then i told myself, "it's okehh. your life still young. you can still change your negative to positive." mcm phm gitu eh. huakakaa!
and i tell you. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, THE FIRST FUCKING TIME IN MY LIFE, i told myself that being single is better than being in a relationship. i've no idea why i think that way, but heyy, i'm trying to be on the other side you see. trying to like 'enjoy' life being single or whatever shitt it is.
WHOEVER IS READING!!
if you realise me changing to whatever attitude i'm changing into, please... MIND ME.
i've no idea why i'm changing.
pleasee... understandd my situation right now.
STRESS MODE lurh!((x
sorry & thankyouu.
life is like a maze; 10:51 PM.
