Sunday, February 18, 2007
being ALONE is what i am in right now. still trying to adapt to it.
wasn't really being MYSELF these few days. started realising it wen my sis told me so.
was like locking myself up in the room, no mood to talk to, dreaming all the way, etc.
started becoming this after being 'insulted' by ibrahim.
ok, fine, not really insult. but for me, it feels like though he insulted me.
blog is like everything i have now. always with me.
get to write anything stupid in here.
have the freedom to write anything.
well, my eyes are like goldfish's eyes. quite big. b'coz of all the crying.
really can't control myself wen i looked at the things he gave me.
will start crying for sure. so i put all those stuff in a safe place.
no smiles were seen these few days too.
hope to be myself again & for all my peeps that i shouted to that day, i'm sorry.
forgive me yah. can't control myself.
just hoping that someone-anyone, could just understand the way i'm feeling right now.
it's a disaster to be like this, but what to do. i can't help myself...
LONELY'ness
life is like a maze; 2:43 PM.
